i gota find a way to make all this go away cuz i cant stay in this reality no more so im out lookin for a score summa that white powder to gimme the power to face my life without takin the knife n makin the incision deep in the skin cuz its my decision whether i live or die. kept my eyes up on the sky hopin for a message from the devine but all i got was an image of a tech nine imbedded deep in my head so lemme get a hitta that snow n tap the vein i cant take this pain
these are the thoughts of a drug addict
i hate being sober. i hate wanting to die randomly. i hate how i look. i hate how i act. i hate me.